No More

You don’t deserve my time, attention or energy.

Enough is enough! I realized that last nite, I’m not a fan of being asked to choose. You’ve asked me to choose since Day One! No – I refuse to make that choice. Hands down, I will not choose you … especially after sending alts to my land and wasting my friends’ time as they stand next to me during your melodramatic breakdown.
I’ve said my part … you’ve said yours – your actions that started this fire fight will be the only memory I need. Also, thanks for the multiple blog hits! *smiles*

Entertain Me

I’m BORED! SL has become utterly boring for me … its beyond dull.

Tiny Empires is chuckful o’ lacklustery goodness – surely not like it use to be … what is the deal with the new Trader schedule and now 40+ independent Kingdoms?! Geez, I even pulled out this old pic that I did when I first joined Sparta (funny that I didn’t have a title then and still not now … hmm oh well guess that’s what happens when I left and returned back to Sparta).
Decorating the house is, well, completed.
Landscaping its still just as painful … I keep moving the same palm tree.
Fishing … gawd how many times can one click “cast” … or F2. (I still sorta-not-really do tho … glutton for punishment I guess.)

meh.

Shopping can be fun … but only as “Chunk”, my alter ego who is known to wonder the grid eating popcorn and wearing head-to-toe pink (basically its a bootie-shorts jumpsuit, pink sneakers and pigtails) … oh and *only* with certain people… in the end no *real* shopping occurs, just the occasional popcorn throwing. (Potentially a pic of her shopping this weekend … *if* you’re lucky! hehe)

Maybe its time for a change… again. Status quo blows and is unacceptable.

Please … someone … entertain me!

That's sLife!

Since Tinman is offline tonite … and no one will entertain me. I’m left to my own devices to plan n’ scheme. Got my mind plotting out a photoshoot or a shopping trip… but they lost all their luster after about 2 minutes.

Thats Life – Frank Sinatra

Aging is only for cheese & wine

I turn the “Big 3-0″ today. Surprisingly its not as daunting as I thought. Yes its another day in my life but today is a milestone. Thinking back when I was a kid, I thought 20 was old … and 30 was unfathomable. I guess I’m a relic in my child’s mind.
Looking back on the last 10 years … I did the college thing, landed a terrific job as one of the youngest traders, battled cancer, moved to the northern Jersey, married an amazingly wonderful guy, changed careers, bought and renovated a 100-year old home … the list is endless. Who would’ve thunk that crazy chick who, as a child, endlessly played piano, rode horses and relentlessly snuck out of her parent’s home late at nite … and now daydreams of owning her own Inn and belts out every single song regardless if she knows the words or not … yeah she’s 30.

Oh, 30 is going to be a good year … and my 30′s will be a damn good decade!

*The pic me at 3 months*

My Little Black Book …

… makes a great paper weight and something I won’t be needing anytime soon.

Back! Miss me?!

I’ve decided that this funk/slump/crapola that has been hovering around/over/penetrating me has over-stayed is unwelcomed visit.

Today forward, I promise to …
oh who I’m I kidding…
there’s nothing to promise.

Its just me …
like it, love it, hate it, leave it – its your call…
but I’m so back, its scary!

Can I blame this post on the intoxicating fumes of Insolence’s latex? … or maybe its the whip … rawr!

finally

Take the road …
take the risk …
trust has always been there …
just not the courage to break down the walls …
until now.

20-20

Last nite, I found out some rather core-shaking news about a very dear friend of mine. Thankfully they are ok now but I realized I wasn’t there when this friend needed me the most. Maybe that’s why it effected me so much.
I realize I’m stubborn and, potentially, selfish. As dense as I can be at times, it didn’t take much to make me crumble when I heard the news about my friend.
I really did deserve the repeated kicks for my awful decision. I only hope enough time will pass that the wounds will heal for all of us. Miss you much guys!